allah

I look up to the Big Dipper 

For that is where 

God lives

Asking for mercy 

For I am down on my luck

I look up to the Big Dipper 

For that is where 

God lives

Asking for patience 

For others

Alas...I have PTSD and ADHD

And I need patience. 

I look up to the Big Dipper 

For that is where

God lives 

Asking for happiness 

For I am depressed and suicidal. 

I look up to Big Dipper 

For that is where

God lives

Asking to be loved

For I have never 

Experienced real love.