Dear Jen Vachon
I just wanted to say
As I write this
That the names you called me
No longer hurt me
But inspire me
To be a better person
Dear Jen Vachon
I just want to say
As I writing this that
You were horrible
You thought you were
Smarter than me
But the tables have turned.
Dear Jen Vachon
I just wanted to say
As I write this
That I forgive you
For Allah forgives us.
Dear ex boyfriend
You ruined my love life
I cannot find a girl friend because
Of your fucked up actions.
Dear ex boyfriend
You ruined my self esteem
By...
Screwing ever girl on this
Fucking planet.
Really!!!!
Your penis must hurt
And you be diseased.
Stupid.
Dear ex boyfriend
You ruined
My legal freedoms
And human rights
By having your mom
Threaten me with Gitmo.
You just made a detour
In my
Mother fucking life.
Something’s killing me
It is called
Racism
Why so fucking much drama
Over skin colour
And
DNA??!!
Something’s killing me
It’s called ignorance
Why can’t
People see
Muslims as
Fellow humans.
We are no different.
Something’s killing me
It’s called littering
Why can’t you
Simply put your
Fucking shit in the garbage
Why can’t your respect
God’s creation
Something’s killing me
It is called
Stupidity
Read the qu’ran
And stop killing people
For it’s says no killing.
Something’s killing me
It’s called rudeness
Take your fucking
Car out the handicap parking
It’s rude
And I will kick your rude ass.
I watch the
Fucking news
I all I fucking see is hate
I ask my self....
Why so much hate
And
Why is it spreading
Like an outbreak of Ebola
This filovirus is called
Hate.
Tragedy.
And ingnorance.
Sigh.....
I have seen many
A beautiful thing
Example....
The Big Dipper.
Oh the perfection.
I have see many
A beautiful thing
Example....
Wildflowers.
Oh how beautiful.
I have seen many
A beautiful thing
Example....
The full moon
How round and eerie.
I have seen many
A beautiful thing
Example....
an airplane cockpit.
When wonder.
My DNA
Is world history
For it holds the beginnings
Of a world religion
And an empire.
My DNA
is world history
Where my ancestors
Fled from China in the Han dynasty
To Europe
From the oppression
Of the home land.
This is sad.
My DNA is world history
For it saw the Muslim side
Of the crusades
And other holy wars
In history
My DNA
Is world history
For it saw the raise of the
Ottoman Empire
And it’s fall.
My DNA is world history
For it saw and experienced
Many a thing
I am a museum.
Lo! I am the moon
A beacon of light in the night
How you want capture
Lo! I am moon
You want to take a picture
Of my bright beauty
Lo! I am moon
Nothing can hide me...not clouds.
You know this Buddhist quote.
“Three things cannot be hidden....
The sun, moon and the truth.”
I see the Big Dipper
And I see me
Is it looks back at me
Is this an out of body experience
Then I realize
I have to decorate
And beautify
My body.
Then I wake up.....
A spiritual vision.
The mystery of the
Big Dipper
Has made me
Ask questions.
How was it created?
Why so beautiful?
And so freaking perfect?
What a constellation to look
At
And to think about.
I thirst for you love
Your touch
Your kiss
But you were only a dream.
A fantasy.
Sigh....
“If you believe that you have your daylight and your sun then don’t ask for my night or my moon”
I thought
When I said good bye
To you
We were too different.
I was a dower person
Trying fight
A war in my head.
And you were a happy person.
So normal.
It couldn’t work.
We made love on
A Persian rug
You were the crown prince
Of Saudi Arabia
And I was just a pilgrim
Who was supposed
To be in Mecca.
But instead I am in your arms.
The heat and pleasure
You gave me....
Intense
We kissed
Then I woke up
It was just a dream
Sigh....
